"Shoutout to all the elves"

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Been quiet for a beat like "bro, did the beat go off?" type of beat. I was in the hospital bc my hydrocephalus was acting up, which basically means my brain was making too much fluid to the point where it drowned my brain in it. S'all g now, I'm fine, I got a new device implanted in my brain that should keep the fluid levels low. The old device I had was...well..old and not doing its job properly, which is why my brain was drowning.

Although my brain was still acting like "WUT?!" but that's just a common thing that happens when you get brain surgery. I did experience a bunch of painic attacks, but those were mostly due to me being worried about my stitches getting infected. I was taken to the hospital one more time because the pain attack got so major. The pain attacks started to die down when I got more familiar with my device, since this one is a magnetic version of my old nonmagnetic device.

Now, that I'm back on my normal dork shiz, I've gone back to thinking about unserious stuff like fantasy peeps mucking about in the forest. It's ironic that after I got out of the hospital for brain surgery, I continued to play a game in which characters got stuff put in their brain too, lol.

I've made the choice to change my reviews to just "2cents", since I feel personally its a bit cringe from me to call a post where I just ramble on and on about a piece of media a "review". I've started to dislike the idea of me giving a piece of media a star rating when I haven't properly figured out how my own star ranking  works, plus I'm just some lady online, who the heck's gonna take my opinion to heart!?

I just want to share my thoughts on something that has caught my attention both in a good way and a bad one.

So yeah, we going from Reviews to just 2cents!

That's all I wanted to say, lol!

For the longest time, I've been wondering why I was feeling down for so long. Since a few years ago, I've been feeling more anxious, paranoid and depressed, I've been psyching myself out of doing the things I used to like to do alot like play vidya games and watch anime (or any show I ACTUALLY enjoy watching), and at first I thought it was just all in my head, and I just needed a different perspective.

But things started to get spooky once my body started to slowly shut down, I started tripping more, having more neck/shoulder pain, losing my balance more easily, and it became hard for me to center my eyes on something (so reading was like a no go, bro! Which could explain why it was hard for me to enjoy watching sub anime and reading). At that point it became obvious that it wasn't just all in my head, that something was really wrong!