Eating: Cheese Cake |
Listening to:Hotel Pool, 09:20PM // Mallsoft, Vaporwave Mix // Deep Sea Current
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Playing:Baldur's Gate
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Worried about:
Taking art a BIT too seriously
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Drinking: Coconut Water |
Watching: Youtube |
Mood: Questioning |
Reading: Beneath the Sugar Sky |
This morning I was working on another art thing, and I was trying to think up how long the art thing I was working on would take me, and if I could finish it (again, I try to finish my stuff in a day, which is impossible), and then I started to worry if I was behind on my art progress. It took moment for me to realize that this is A BIG worry for me as artist and as a person in general. When I was younger I was always given extra help since it took me longer to get certain subjects, and whenever it felt like I FINALLY understood a subject then it would be too late by then, and the whole class had already moved on to another subject. Or, When I would be taking a test in class, I would always be the last one to finish (even with extra time), and I WOULD HATE the feeling of being the last to finish the test (that's one of the only liminal spaces I don't like)...