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Ugh..I always take forever to start these kinds of post because I usually have a LOT to talk about and I feel like I don't talk about it in the right way I want to, but whatever I can always try again later. I've been playing lots of Animal Crossing since the "thing that will not be name because I'm honestly sick of hearing about not trying to down play it's importance but I just OOF you know..." and with this entry into the series, I decided that this time I'll actually try to keep up with the game for at least a year consistently and making a nice, cute, aesthetic town/island like the pretty ones I always see on youtube and tumblr.

I've also started an Animal Crossing section in my lookback book (which I should do a flip through for) to keep up with the progress and goings on in my town, so if/once my town is fully developed I can look back to see where it all started. I'm thinking about making an Animal Crossing blog to here on typepad. While I have seen some pretty good blogs on Tumblr, I think I'll be doing a mostly weekly installment of the progress of my town, so long format blogging is probably the best for me rn. I might make a tumblr though just to keep track of the cool patterns and outfits I find on there for my villager and island.

But you know, me being me I've been overthinking and looking up alot of animal crossing blogs to see what I could add to my blog, its kind of nerve wrecking and intimidating  tho. One of the blog I saw had a bunch of list of not only dream villagers (Villagers that they really wanted to live in their town) but list of fish, bugs, fossils, town buildings, heck they even had a dream list of all the items that they wanted in their home in specific colors-- and they got all the list completed! Granted this blog was pretty old and was for New Leaf (which came out about 7 years ago--wow can you believe it's been that long!!) and the last post that was really village-related was in 2016, and they started a New horizon blog this year. Also this person seem to be pretty well-verse in game diaries they have a bunch   for various other games (Tomodachi Life, Final Fantasy 14, Happy Home Designer, and even Disney Magical World). I really like the idea of game "journaling" (by game journaling I'm not talking about Kotaku BS,  but more like what Crystal-Dreams does, who is the person I was referencing too)  I really like how she does her game journaling, but I don't wanna fully copy her and I think the way she plays Animal Crossing, she really wants to collect all the collectibles, so that's why she has all those to-do and collection list. But I think for someone like me who doesn't really mind not having all the items (at least at this point into the game) I would have little to no use for that, I think I would keep track of villagers that come in and out to the island since I REALLY like the villagers in this game, and I'll probably have a section for all the pictures I take in Photoia and my fave pic in gen and the funny edits I make. 

But yeah, I see alot of people having lists for dream villagers and dream items, while I do see the  point in doing that for like a goal thing, but the reason why I like animal crossing is meeting a villager that I didn't even know that was in the game, and them becoming one of my favorite villagers on the island, or having the perfect item that I didn't even know that I needed drop from the sky as if it were sent from heaven. I just like the going with the flow of it all, ya know? (BUT FOR THE FRICKIN' FLOWER CROWN RECIPE THAT'S THE ONLY THING I WANT REALLLL BAD, IF I END UP MAKING A DREAM ITEM LIST THAT'S GONNA BE THE ONLY THING ON THERE MY GOD!) but yeh, I just want to start an animal crossing blog to keep track on my island's aesthetic, I'll still have the section for it in my lookback book just to have something tangible and whatnot. So, I'm prolly gonna set up the blog tonight since the night's still young at least for me...

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For a while now I wanted to make my own drag and drop dress up type games like the ones I use to play when I was younger, and I got kind of bummed because not only that I lost the sketchbook I drew the idea for my dress up game in, flash is not gonna be still an easily accessible thing by the end of the year, so that was really demovating and while I know some html, I didn't know where to upload it because DA doesn't take html5 (despite having tons of flash games, and animations ), so I gave up on that idea....UNTIL TODAY.

When I finally realize that I can just upload the file to itch.io, which host a bunch of indie games, and other interactive projects. It's a website that I always knew existed but it's one of those things where you like seen it used by other people who have skills that you don't think you could ever learn unlit you, if you're picking up what I'm putting down, this also big relief because this means I can continue making my MMD comic because those are always had to format and I already suck at comic layout, but now I can just make a visual novel with it .

Speaking of visual novel I kind of wanna make short, sweet, cute dating sims with some pretty models I download and my own models---well I want to make dating sims and friend sim (which are kind of like dating sims but it's not romantic, so more like an interactive story still..I guess). I remember back in my cringe hetalia obsessed days I used to play MMD dating sims made by this one person on DA, I used to play those on repeat, and got so sad when they stopped making them. Now, I can make my own with my own characters, it will be fun even if no one plays them but me. I just PRAY that I don't have crazy fan girls that praise and fan me and think I'll do whatever they want just because they're my fan (which with my luck prolly won't happen, thank god).

Basically, I just want to make some cute simple drag and drop dress up, and simple cute visual novel games with two routes ( continue or NOPE). I'm not trying to make Earthbound here or nothing or trying to be the next Pacthesis (OH BOI that's a name I've haven't heard of in a minute, and takes me WAAAAY BACK!)

Well, that's all I wanted to say in this post--well, I kind of wanted to talk about the whole time traveling in animal crossing, and newcomers in animal crossing not really understanding the game and what they're in for. I'll probably save it for the Animal Crossing blog, so I'mma get started on that, later days...

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Okay, so I just learn something new about myself recently that I was actually speculating on for a while, as you may know I like use a program called MMD (Miku Miku Dance) a 3D animation/ and posing program, While I do enjoy making models and doing animation in MMD, there are times were if I'm making a model and it breaks  I feel like an idiot and like it's the end all be all for that character. There''s nothing more depressing and/or frustrating to me when I can't bring a character ( or their story to life), it really eats at me. I get this panicky failure type of feeling whenever I'm making a model, and I've been feeling this feeling for a while now ever since I got back into MMD, and it's weird because you know I CAN DRAW, but while making the model I'll look at my sketchbook like I could draw this, but then another thought comes in like "NO! YOU CAN'T DRAW THIS, YOU MUST FINISH THIS MODEL IN MMD, IT'S THE ONLY WAY" and that kind of discourages me from drawing, which is NOT GOOD because I also figured out that I NEED to DRAW something or else I may go into a depressive bout for a bit until I  DO (and while making a model can quell this feeling it also triggers it a little bit as well, but with drawing it vanishes that feeling entirely).

Yee, yee so yeah I updated the about me page on this site and its WAAAAY better than  the other old one I made in photoshop entirely and thought that it would be able to play as a big ol' gif OOF  but yeah this one"s better and I put way more feels in this one so  it feels way more personal .... like a bio page should...so yeah....that happened (OOF I always hate having short blog post but isn't that just micro blogging?????)

Recently, I decided to copy and paste my MMD folder on my laptop because I wanted to continue the comic i was working on my PC, but I forgot the fact that I needed to know where all the models I used in the file (Which I didn't oof), I mean I kind of did---  I was able to remember the location of the most important models, but since I didn't remember the location for the other stuff, MMD was just like NO and chucked the whole file out the window. So, I wasn't able to load the file correctly, I got a little discourage and just went to my google chrome just to mellow out for a bit. I later found myself on Deviantart looking at a high quality Choa model, while the Chao model was cute and well imported I started to wish that someone would import the Chao from SFM (source film maker) those chaos come in different colors and makes. 

I then realized since the chao model was free to edited ( stated by the person who posted the DL on DA) I could make my own colorful chao, while it look different as in terms of hero or dark, I could do alot with the netural model by just adding cute accessories, and such. It was at this point I decided to make a new MMD model acting as a care taker for the chao (since I'll probably making alot...Oof). So, here the process of me making this character this post is similar to the one I did with Cyan cuz' I just really dig making these kind of post...

On February 23, 2018, It was announced that a brand new cartoon was in production called The Owl House, it was promised to be a show about magic and wonder. The show was suppose to premiere in 2018, but got delayed to 2020 (along with Amphibia) .It was created by Dana Terrace ,who worked on the Ducktales Reboot and Gravity Falls, The Owl House is about a teenage girl who stumbles upon a portal to a dark magic realm, where she gets taken in by witch and starts to study magic as a human.  

When Owl House was first announced I was moderately excited, since I'm a sucker for shows about girls with magic abilities, but then once Star vs.ended and Steven Universe: Future started I was a lot less hyped about it. Especially, after see that DuckTales reboot...oof.  I had some fears about The Owl House that I hope wouldn't be realized, I tried to stay optimistic and wait until I finally watch the show to actual say my piece, and well....Ooof

At first, I was going make this a first impressions, but then I ended up watching more than one episode (not because I liked the show tho' we'll get that later), then I was going to make it a full review but I ended up watching only 3 episodes and then watch analysis/ recap vids for the rest of the episodes because I didn't feel like actually watching more of this show. Now, I'm not saying this show is bad, it just not my cup of tea. Despite having a female main, magic elements, and spooky horror elements, I just couldn't get into this show.

I also couldn't find any review of this show that weren't highly positive due to the fact that people who worked on gravity falls also worked on this show, it  also having a female show runner, it being a western animation about magic (despite having a bunch of anime and video game references but we'll get to that later), and it having a female Latina main character, or high negative and low reviews due to the fact of the mention of magic (especially dark magic) and using the word demon and demonic. Which I feel like that's never a good sign