Yikes!  The last few weeks have been oof for me, I was about to be real proud of myself for you know being grown and finally setting up an appointment to get my teeth fillings and my wisdom teeth remove (all 5 btw ), I thought I was being super smart for getting those two things donee in the same month only a few weeks from each other. Yeah, in hindsight that was a good idea, but in actual practice.......NO! UGH! If I had time machine, I would go back in time and tell myself to at least to wait like a week before even thinking about doing anything to my teeth because after I got my second set of teeth fillings, one if my teeth got really sensitive and I couldn't eat anything sweet,cold, hot or spicy....so that was a big "NO" on  any of the food i like to eat for like a week. BUT THEN, when that MESS was over I had to get my wisdom teeth removed.

which the pain itself didn't bother me (tbh I don't even remember that pain). What I do remember is the crippling FEAR of dry root, it drove me insane worrying about remembering NOT  to spit or to NOT  drink from, which sucked (not pun intended) because I really like drinking from straw, its my favorite method of drinking liquids. I didnt really eat anything besides like soft food like puddings for 2 weeks. I also spent most of the time laying down and playing Gamehouse Original Story games on my laptop, and watching a bunch of America's Next Top Model just to keep my mind off the fear of getting dry root. But once I was in the clear of getting the dreaded dry root, I got a cold complete with body aches, headache, fatigue, and gnarly coughing and that weird woozy feeling you get when you stand up. So, I drunk alot if tea to try to speed up the healing process,  because I was getting real sick and tired of BEING sick and tired. During this whole time my mind was busy with thinking about sick stuff that I wasn't able to think or do anything fun or artsy, which kind of made me even more irritated. OH, speaking of BEING IRRITATED while all this chaos going on within me, another element of chaos was added to the list, during ALLL THIS  I got my period!  Granted this would've happened anyways, and it didn't hit as hard as other times mostly due to the fact I drunk alot of water, but it just felt like another thing to add to the list. Luckliy at the time of writing this the worst is over, I got back from the dentist yesterday and he said I can go back to eating normal food again (yeet~), and my cold symptoms have gone down to just a mildly annoying headache, and I made a watercolor bookmark this morning.

So yeah, this month SUCKED for me at least, its finally over and I guess this makes for an interesting blog post or at least a heathly way for me to get out my feelings... 

Until next time later days...